Wednesday, 24 June 2015

year 3 and still counting

you know when I am overwhelming I'll either write, or start finding a sharpie and do some abstract doodle?  yeah, I am that kind of girl.

It has been like a really tough times for me. I broke up with my girlfriend. My one and only friend whom I trust with all my heart. it really is not pretty. I have to spend like weeks feeling like nobody wants me, before I realized, we were drifting apart.  We fight alot. We constantly looking for faults. Maybe we better off alone.

and wanna know what sucks?

I build trust issue. I trust nobody and and build like this very thick barrier just so that nobody can see this timid girl I am. I dont have to deal with any confrontation. I hate commitment, other than my field of study. I hate to deal with emotions and those kind of stuff.

but, I do feel alone sometimes.

Friday, 15 February 2013


salam peeps!!!

Perfect...apa yang perfect??tell me....anyone??

dalam kehidupan nie nothing,nobody is perfect....please never think of life,people crave for perfections...people work hard in their way of being perfect....but do you know, the more you work for it the farther it'll me....

and i dont get it when org lain can talk about perfections lead to loving someone....what kind of crap you are trying to create dude??sumpah laaa saya x paham....FYI, there are people like this.. he likes her because she's picture perfect..she loves him because his money can barricade the whole Mt. Everest.....blablabla....weyh,bangunlaaa bro...!!that is not love!!apakah anda dimomokkan dgn simptom2 sedemikian bila anda jatuh cinta??sila meninggal okayhh...sila...

a normal person have flaws like anywhere...e is to accept the flaws as a beautiful side to the person involve....the perfect definition that you are trying to point is just the one and only HIM....

so,sila stop thinking im perfect...stop saying u're not because im bloody tired and sick pointing that u're too are perfect...ohhh crap!

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

A Matter Of Love

salam peeps!!

hey3!! hows your life?? mine??awesomeeee!!!!!!!hehehe
lately im kinda miserable with all the test,and assignment and projects but hey!! that's me :) my life...

               there's like so many things happening right now and im kinda shocked... (tanjat boboy)...i mean yup, a person who longed for life into being a lawyer is forcefully turned into an engineer...hahaha....i blamed mama dulu but now,hey this is not that bad....kan?? i mean, engineering is a cool field..filled with tons of brilliant study of interest is mechanical engineering.... LMAO...that sounds tough for a girl aye?? but i believe if we put faith in everything we do,nothing will come barricading it :)

                as for matter of love??hmmmm....some people says that college days are the moment where you should find a partner....hahaha...nahhhh~~im better off myself....i mean,im afraid of being indipendent n the term of having a relationship is merely thoughts i wear whenever im around my girlfriends...but hey, me not having a guy to date means more time for my girlfriends and my family...hahahaha...i believe that our young age is not a time to devote your heart to people but your dreams and aims in life...and as for me, i wanna be a successful design engineer in within this industry...and for that guy of mine '' wherever you are right now'' hahaha...i believe Allah will place him beside me when the time comes.....i dont have mr right yet..but he's about to come along my journey in seeking success and greatness...i used to blame my ex-boyfriend for all the awful things happening to me,my bad thoughts i have for most people...the insecure feelings and stuff,...but hey2!!things happen for reasons right??he simply shows that i deserve a better man...thx dude!!go about preaching people but im not gonna fall into any of your words dear ;)

                 and as for tomorrow to nice to me ok??im hoping that saya will be a good engineer yg contribute a lot to the society...the country and those love ones besides me.... <3

      ''believe that the world is good place to live in by having faith in yourself..u may encounter all the troubles on your way up...but good things are yet to come :) ''


Monday, 2 July 2012


friendship is like roses...they bloom,wilt-they hurt u with thorns most of the time...but thx God,they never get tired of spreading their magical scent... :)

Monday, 25 June 2012


most things in life are moments of PLEASURE and a lifetime of EMBARASSMENT ; but PHOTOGRAPHY is a moment of EMBARASSMENT and a lifetime of PLEASURE....:)

remember taking this picture in Danga Bay JB..
a moment of embarassment and a lifetime of pleasure...
(get the idea?)


Let the time heals

Hey,peeps!!lme gler i didnt write

What actually drives me to write is----->boredom??

I love to reminisce about what actually happening around me,everyone, current I supposed..
and at this very moment I must say, I HATE GROWING UP!

U see,when ppl grow up they are actually into contact with commitments..And as the number adds in,the commitments just keep loading....I'd like to relate this with myself [since this is my blog. :p]

along the way of being a grown-up, I face like tons of experience already... I do expect millions awaits me in the future..

one of them is losing the people u love.

It hurts actually,
It hurts to accept the fact u wont be together for a waaaaaaaaay long time,
It hurts to know that they won't be there like they used to be,
It hurts to realize u won't be together teasing each to other,
It hurts to feel alone when all u want is to share everything...
It hurts~~

 So,dear friends...farewell i bid to you...

everywhere,everytime i;ll be wishing the best throughout the journey of life...whenever we might meet again next time..just remember that girl with her bokeh thing n another guy with his camera....deep inside,im hoping that distance will make our hearts grows fonder...

fly my dear friends...soar as far as u can... me myself will do the same...we will together pull our way to our dreams....and maybe let the time heals those hurtful feelings....

and when you see the pretty stars at night,just remember ill be doing the same too,reminiscing the moments doing bokeh with u.. :)

                                                                                                                                         with love,
                                                                                                                                      farahin zolkafli

Saturday, 12 November 2011

The wait

I'll wait....
even if it means i need to put my needs aside.....
I'll wait....
even if it takes decades for you to realize...
But,do you know??..
I guess you dont...
I guess,its not worth it....
Still, I'll wait.....